Jessica Ray

Yesterday, around 5pm, me and Dylan went up to Incogneto to have his hair dyed RED..well, red is what we both intended his hair to look like, but it ended up being bright yellow, almost white and blue..the top was blue, Tracey, who did his hair, was so excited...'damnit dylan you got what u wanted!' is what she said after me and Dylan freaked out after she was done..

well Dylan came to school today, or should i say tried because ms. seeker told him to go to the office and in turn they told him to go home..so dylan came and got me and we went up to incog. and then Dylan decided to just leave it..well little did we know that mrs. carver called his mom and told her that he was suspended..so were sitting at my house and his phone rings and its his mom...this is how the conversation went..."DYLAN WHERE ARE YOU? jessie's YOU GO BACK UP THERE TO THAT SHOP AND HAVE TRACEY FIX YOUR DAMN HAIR, MAKE IT BROWN OR RED OR SOMETHING..okay mom... GOD DAMNIT DYLAN YOUR GETTING SUSPENDED, YOURE NOT GOING TO GRADUATE..yeah it went something like that..it was really funny, his mom was so pissed off...so then Dylan decides to call tracey and was like make me an appointment for whenever..so then he decides we should clean out my closet..OH MY GOD, that was not a good idea,there is still clothes and shit all over my damn room!! DAMNIT!!

okay ive had enough typing for now...Collin will be here tomorrow...

oh and i have a new interest...and NO it was not schubert he's with Dylan's girl..the past interest is old now...and i have a new one, he's not really my type though...well see, if it works out and if he considers me, Ill be glad to tell you SEAN!!!

Until the next time....

Amanda!! Oh MY GOD! the janitor just came in here and asked if Mrs. Joslin had ne one washed erasers, she was pissed, i guess shes determinded to find out who made a mess in the girls bathroom...oops

Yesterday, around 5pm, me and Dylan went up to Incogneto to have his hair dyed RED..well, red is what we both intended his hair to look like, but it ended up being bright yellow, almost white and blue..the top was blue, Tracey, who did his hair, was so excited...'damnit dylan you got what u wanted!' is what she said after me and Dylan freaked out after she was done..

well Dylan came to school today, or should i say tried because ms. seeker told him to go to the office and in turn they told him to go home..so dylan came and got me and we went up to incog. and then Dylan decided to just leave it..well little did we know that mrs. carver called his mom and told her that he was suspended..so were sitting at my house and his phone rings and its his mom...this is how the conversation went..."DYLAN WHERE ARE YOU? jessie's YOU GO BACK UP THERE TO THAT SHOP AND HAVE TRACEY FIX YOUR DAMN HAIR, MAKE IT BROWN OR RED OR SOMETHING..okay mom... GOD DAMNIT DYLAN YOUR GETTING SUSPENDED, YOURE NOT GOING TO GRADUATE..yeah it went something like that..it was really funny, his mom was so pissed off...so then Dylan decides to call tracey and was like make me an appointment for whenever..so then he decides we should clean out my closet..OH MY GOD, that was not a good idea,there is still clothes and shit all over my damn room!! DAMNIT!!

okay ive had enough typing for now...Collin will be here tomorrow...

oh and i have a new interest...and NO it was not schubert he's with Dylan's girl..the past interest is old now...and i have a new one, he's not really my type though...well see, if it works out and if he considers me, Ill be glad to tell you SEAN!!!

Until the next time....

Today i came to school around noon, i didnt feel the urge to come any earlier..but my mom made me come, i dont know why though because i have to leave at 2:30 for a doctor's appointment, which i am dreading greatly..and why they hell are we still having to do work in all my classes, my god!!

well c-rod called me last night to inform me of what the interest told him about me, i guess he said that he wanted me to call him, but id rather not do that so, i guess its all up in the air..

I went and worked out last night again, and im not sore at all, i wish i was though at least it makes me feel like i actually did something..

Lunch was really akward, since Sean and Dylan and the rest left after the Ap exam and went to eat and left me all 'alone' with CHEREiSE, MICHELLE AND CHESKA...yeah it was weird, really weird..i just kinda sat there...wishing i would have been in ap govt.!!

Yesterday i went and saw Sarah Callaway's new mansion..my god its really nice! I cant wait to see it when they get it all done! Then me and Richard went to his sister's softball game, there was like 300 little kids running around everywhere! It made me realize how much i really dont like kids right now.

Single, is now what i am..its kinda weird and lonely, sometimes its good, but other times its really sad, like with Td it just became a habit, and we just got on each others nerves after awhile, and every little thing bugged the hell out of me about him,so i guess this is for the best..i dont know what else to do...but i hope we get back together eventually...

Well now i have a new interest...we will see how i works out...he's a baseball player, very sexy man hmm...he's a bit younger though...but we will see after today because C-Rod is going to talk to him..

Collin is coming down Friday, im so excited to see him! Now i can see him and not feel a bit of guilt of any kind...i really do miss him, maybe that will work out, but who knows it will prolly just be like it used to be between us..who knows though...im glad he's moving back!!

Well wow, another Monday!! Just two more weeks until graduation..i cant believe thats its finally here..neways this weekend was rather interesting, Friday we all rented a hotel room and partied there, it was fun, the room was really disgusting, like the sheets had not been changed in God knows how long, and there was like blood on the wall..yeah it was gross! But it was a place to party...Saturday night was not a very good night for me at all..but Dylan came and got me and we went and drove around and saw three prostitutes that were standing on the side of the road..it was really funny! They were freakin gross..kinda scarey..Well this Saturday we all have plans to go the Carlsbad and spend the day there and ride the little boat thingys down the river..Collin is coming down so he's going to join..im excited for that..

Yesterday i worked out really hard!! I havent worked out like that in a really long time, i can barely stand up, much less walk. But im glad im going to actually keep at it this time. i weighed in at a whopping 108 pounds yesterday... Im going to see if i can get down to 100 pounds...Oh yeah and guess who was at the gym while i was there?!?! BLOODY, she was working out with her obese brother...yeah she is one of those people who could get really fat really easy, ya know since her whole family is like freakin sumo wrestlers..hmm, thats kinda mean...oh and they were working out in their clothes...like the clothes they wore to school, thats just wrong.

Well im hoping that tonight is fun along with the rest of the weekend...vodka and Dr. Pepper, is sounding rather enticing right now..im glad today is warmer than it was yesterday! A little bit, its kinda windy though..Oh yeah, thats not cool how Katie stayed the night with Bloody last night after talking all that shit about her and stuff..that kinda makes me wonder what she says about me when she is around Bloody...

The paper finally came out! Although it had an abundance of mistakes in it, go figure, people took offense to Wacky..but only people like Taylor Engle..who really dont matter in life, my God it was just for fun people should not get all ass hurt over it. And the thing is, she wasnt even in the damn paper..i thought it was all funny...

Today is lonely! Everyone is taking the AP English exam..im glad that i didnt have to take it, i should be real lonley at lunch and advisory, ill have to resort to sitting with Scottie and Bloody...yuck...which reminds me, yesterday Bloody asked Katie, "who egged my car, i dont know who hates me, just tell me Katie.." Katie denied the whole thing when Bloody accused her..haha..Man its been cold lately..and that would be fine if it was like December, but its May...I can not wait to graduate!! YES! finally! Well i sent out the rest of my announcements yesterday, i hope i receive a lot of money! That would be nice..I am excited about graduation though, my family is coming down and my house should be real HECTIC, which should be interesting!! Richard is having a graduation party,from the sounds of it, it should be badass!!

Hey dylan, want some ARMANI??

This is Jack Johnson, He's a badass!
I hope to see him in concert Aug. 3.

Today has been alright so far, being that it is only 11:30, well i got my prom pictures and they turned out better than expected. i usually take horrible pictures, but these were good. Sunday is Mother's Day as well as my dad's birthday..so that day should be interesting, i dont know what to get either of them..

Sean wrote some things today in his journal and he is pretty much right about me not being ready to leave home to go off to college..but the thing is that i would feel guilty if i did..my parents depend on me way to much to just get up and leave one day, im basically my brother's mom, and thats hard..i do everything for him, i take him to soccer, pick him for soccer, then he goes to Stone and plays with his club team, and then before that i had to take and pick him up from track, and take and pick him up from school, i make sure he eats and has lunch money, i wake him up for school, make sure he gets ready...like i know this sounds like im feeling sorry for myself but its reality. I guess i would feel guilty as of right now..i dont know how ill feel later on though..

Yesterday Me, Dylan and Richard went to Hastings and bought a movie and on the way out we were leaving and there was all these damn freshman everyway so we acted as if we were going to run them over..we werent being mean, just funny..and Napolean Dynamite look-a-like was in front of Richard's car and he wouldnt move he just kept walking really slow in front of us ..so Dylan hung out the window and as like You better move mother-fucker before i beat your fucking ass, he said alot more and kept yelling as we drove off and the kid was all what?! and stuck his arms out..gah i hate kids....but,it was so damn funny!!!

well, wow who would have thought that i would ever have an 'online journal'...kinda weird..but now people can see how i really feel..school is coming to end, thank God, we have like 12 or so days left..then off to college we go, well some of us. As for me i will be attending the New Mexico Junior College, which should be real fun, just like highschool all over again, there's a lot of people going there, hopefully i will only be there long enough to get my basics...Dylan is goin to Tech, ill miss him the most...but hopefully ill soon be there...well my friends and i planned a trip to South Padre Island for our Senior Trip, but that fell through..hmm couldnt have seen that one coming..but to make a long story short my parents ended up freakin out about it and i wasnt able to still go, and Sean made me feel really bad about saying that it was just like me to cancel out and blame someone else just so i can stay home with my boyfriend...um, yeah right! i wanted to go so bad..i thought it would have been so much fun, and its not like i didnt have the money..but sean really did make me feel so bad, that wasnt the case at all..well im bored so im out

This is my first entry...woo hoo!